WEBVTT 00:00:07.160 --> 00:00:10.840 We used to live well, very well. 00:00:10.840 --> 00:00:14.320 We were all friendly, friendly, 00:00:14.320 --> 00:00:19.400 no one quarreled with anyone at all. Well, we lived normal lives. 00:00:19.400 --> 00:00:23.840 Now it is very difficult for us due to this situation. 00:00:23.840 --> 00:00:27.520 The environment here is very depressing. 00:00:27.520 --> 00:00:33.520 There were attacks here. We have no bomb shelters here. 00:00:33.520 --> 00:00:36.400 So we have practically nowhere to hide. Some people have basements … 00:00:36.400 --> 00:00:40.440 We have a neighbor who only has a deep basement. 00:00:40.440 --> 00:00:43.160 The neighbors also do not have anyone. 00:00:43.160 --> 00:00:48.960 Well, in short, and the shells were flying over our heads everywhere. 00:00:48.960 --> 00:00:50.600 Practically everywhere. 00:00:50.600 --> 00:00:54.200 Without doubt, it was terrifying. You lie down and don't know what to think. 00:00:54.200 --> 00:00:59.360 You know, when you go to bed earlier, you squeeze into this corner 00:00:59.360 --> 00:01:03.520 and listen to the sounds where it's going to fall. 00:01:03.520 --> 00:01:07.200 And pray to God that it would not fall here. 00:01:07.200 --> 00:01:11.120 The worst moment was in 2014, 00:01:11.120 --> 00:01:17.000 well, the beginning of 2015, because there was a lot 00:01:17.000 --> 00:01:19.280 of shooting attacks from all sides 00:01:19.280 --> 00:01:22.920 We had shells falling nearby. Here in the yard 00:01:22.920 --> 00:01:27.400 and on the road. Thank God that the house hasn't been destroyed. 00:01:27.400 --> 00:01:30.240 Others have ruins instead of homes. 00:01:30.240 --> 00:01:33.840 So it is very difficult and dangerous. You know what I mean? 00:01:33.840 --> 00:01:37.040 You don't know what will happen next. 00:01:37.040 --> 00:01:42.960 Sometimes I cried. I used to squeeze 00:01:42.960 --> 00:01:46.080 my fists so as not to cry. My husband can't walk. 00:01:46.080 --> 00:01:50.760 So I have to check if everything all right myself. 00:01:50.760 --> 00:01:56.160 See if nothing was destroyed. 00:01:56.200 --> 00:01:59.200 His name is Oleksandr Sharapov. 00:01:59.200 --> 00:02:02.480 Well, he's 73 years old. 00:02:02.480 --> 00:02:05.080 He is paralysed. 00:02:05.080 --> 00:02:09.560 A stroke and heart attacks were the reason. His left leg has been amputated. 00:02:09.560 --> 00:02:15.760 Well, he had gangrene due to blockages of blood vessels he had. 00:02:15.760 --> 00:02:19.120 At first, he could move a bit after the first stroke. 00:02:19.120 --> 00:02:22.360 After the second stroke, 00:02:22.360 --> 00:02:25.440 he has become completely motionless 00:02:25.440 --> 00:02:27.680 and can't even eat himself. 00:02:27.680 --> 00:02:31.320 Naturally, no one cares for us. 00:02:31.320 --> 00:02:35.560 We have been deserted. You know how? 00:02:35.560 --> 00:02:37.640 We have no one to go and complain to. 00:02:37.640 --> 00:02:40.800 I don't go anywhere, and 00:02:40.800 --> 00:02:44.920 I don't complain. We have what we have. 00:02:44.920 --> 00:02:48.600 I receive a pension of 1300 UAH, and my husband gets 1300 UAH. 00:02:48.600 --> 00:02:50.120 So, we have the total of 2600 UAH. 00:02:50.200 --> 00:02:54.160 Gas is very expensive, very expensive. I don't even know 00:02:54.160 --> 00:02:58.440 what I'm going to do here, if this is the situation for the fall, 00:02:58.440 --> 00:03:00.480 I don't know how we will live. 00:03:00.480 --> 00:03:02.280 First of all, gas is very expensive. 00:03:02.280 --> 00:03:06.200 We won't be able to heat it and pay for it. 00:03:06.200 --> 00:03:09.880 I don't even have enough money to pay for gas, 00:03:09.880 --> 00:03:12.720 and you don't have to ask for food. 00:03:12.720 --> 00:03:15.960 And medicines are very expensive, too. 00:03:15.960 --> 00:03:20.680 Well, I spend around 1000 UAH on medication. 00:03:20.680 --> 00:03:26.480 I have somewhere 300-400 UAH for food. 00:03:26.480 --> 00:03:29.360 If it weren't for the humanitarian aid, I wouldn't even know 00:03:29.360 --> 00:03:32.520 what we would do. You know what I mean? 00:03:32.520 --> 00:03:38.680 You can't survive on that money, 00:03:38.680 --> 00:03:42.520 considering the prices these days. This is unthinkable. 00:03:42.520 --> 00:03:47.840 Now, in April, I cut off the heating. 00:03:47.840 --> 00:03:51.640 It is more or less war,. Plus, 00:03:51.640 --> 00:03:54.920 I still need to pay for other months. 00:03:54.920 --> 00:03:58.520 I'm going to pay for gas for another four months, 00:03:58.520 --> 00:04:00.080 because I used to heat in the winter. 00:04:00.080 --> 00:04:04.080 There are people who are so old and elderly. They are immobile, 00:04:04.080 --> 00:04:09.600 they can't work for themselves, and they can't do this for themselves. 00:04:09.600 --> 00:04:12.520 Luckily, we receive this humanitarian aid 00:04:12.520 --> 00:04:15.920 which helps us a bit. 00:04:15.920 --> 00:04:20.320 No one wants this war. It is unnecessary. 00:04:20.320 --> 00:04:24.800 We lived peacefully. No one wants this war. 00:04:24.800 --> 00:04:30.040 What good did it do? Just ruin and death, that's all.